meh haven't wrote anyting in awhile

well my life lately has taken a turn for the worse..jason thinks my lying to him about everything..which i'm not.my purse was stole from my work place.it seems like everything i touch lately turns to shit...been think alot lately on how my life hasn't really been goin the way i planned it to..at this point i should atleast have a house and be married...fuck i'm almost 30..and really haven't done anything...i think it maybe time to work on me...and try not to forget those who are always there for me...On a happier note tho i made a new friend and saw my best friend for the first time in over a year...wish we could have chilled longer but it was a thursday and there isn't much to do on a thursday..i also losted another 3 lbs..woot!..only 30 to 40 to go!!!!