could he???

so today was a pretty good day..i got to spend alot of time with my best friend.which just doesn't happen much anymore since we both normally work different shifts..it was great...just to be my silly little self for once. it been such a long time...i also met her friend that lives down the hall from her..she's really cool... so ya anyways back to our day..we didn't really do all that much..ran around in the rain paying bill then had some lunch...when it was all done we went back to her house and watched some movies...which kinda got me thinking...i'm very selffish...i honestly think my boyfriend could do ALOT better than me...and maybe i should just let him go...i know that to you this probably sounds stupid but to me it kinda doesn't....i know with out a doubt i couldn't nor would want do any better than him....i just don't know..fuck i'm tired ...well whatever i'll write again later when i make more sense out of this lol